Xmas list *tentative*

Okay so there's pretty much only two things I want so far, 1st I was watching TV this morning and saw this totes awesome bbq thing!!! It's so cool:



And then I was thinking this might b good (u know, just in case I get dumped!). Although I wish it came in a dark brown...




These presents would really cheer me up, cuz, like the whole thing is that I'm starting to realize that I'm sick - like, really sick. Thanks to Naomi Judd, I'm now aware that I live with a lot of pain (like, a lot.) Sometimes it hurts so bad that I don't even wanna get up in the morning. :(

I know, u probs feel really terrible about this and I totes understand if you feel moved to donate sum munny to cover my medical expenses (or to get me my hot rod grill fer xmas!!!!!). That would be great. Thankz.